I've been through everything I've seen Religions and beliefs But nothings ever really helped I'll try drugs until I die Breaking others lives Until I
Break everything you love After all there's no hope or God above Looking at the bright side At the bright side Kill everything inside It's better to
I need to give up all my hate 'Cause it only seems to every do Is put me deeper in the grave I always bottle up my rage But I need to let it out 'Cause
I love my job, I love the house I live in And I love my mom I love the teachers at my school They teach me how to love But best of all I love the pills
Another Saturday night Don't remind me that there's nothing to do What do we expect from life? So fucking play or tea for two What if I sail and I don
You see these cuts and bruises Isn't this all so amusing I feel the emptiness Of just another day in hell My life is so confusing Do this to myself,
Here I am and with my big cock So bend over, boy and take my best shot All I wanna be is the boss of you This cowboy hat makes me king I thought that
You are my light, you are my fire The only one that's not a liar You get me through all of my days And keep me numb to the pain When I'm lonely When
The cuts are very deep and And all they do is bleed I wish I could release some The hurt you've given me I can't let go and all I know is that I hope
All this frustration, all this frustration Let it out, let it out I got a mental problem but I'm working it out though What's wrong with you don't you
From a place that no one knows Populated by everyday Joes I just wanna let you know Everyday I feel like one of those All hope is gone I don't believe
Well, I tried everything at least once And if I liked it then I did it a bunch But the only thing that failed me Were the things that were meant to
You knew this wouldn't last forever You never thought you'd live to see it taken away Another super-human chemical hero A pocket full of change when it
Tonight I'm so sky high I can only see one star in the sky Wanna get closer, put your name on it Lift me up so I can reach it If I do just one thing
Thunder and lightning are ready to drop I'm here, waiting for the whole thing to stop And wash away this stagnant skin on me On the eve of my release
Wanna spend my whole life drunk Never wanna give a fuck Wanna walk through gates of Heaven Backstage pass in hand St. Peter, park my car There's angels
Wait my turn Waste my time Stand in line Passing through Passing by Stand in line Stand in line Holding on Holding on Stand in line Stand in line
I've wasted my time trying to figure out Who you are, what you're on, what you're all about? This is no time to say maybe This is the time to get heavy