Can't blend in or stick it out the only choice is get the fuck out the only way i've figured out can't live in shit, and all this self-doubt
The sum of parts was nothing more than clever lines and fancy decor the joke's on you and there's no more time to hide behind poetic lines
...It can always be sicker
Hanging on every word can't i see it is so absurd gotta admit what's going on gotta admit that it has gone too far and now it is time for me to
It never stops i always hear you make me live my life in fear end the talk, end the voices give me a way, i have no choices end the talk
Neutral words soften blows mask the pain so nothing shows you can't hide the horns you've grown neutral words to live your life take what you want
Didn't think that death was near never thought to prepare scatterbrained by thoughts in life now you see the ends in sight short of breath can't
Human waste surrounding me suffocation i can't breathe watch them twist watch them turn watch them break watch them burn
Won't live in this world i fucking reject it the words that i live by i fucking set them look all around me makes me fucking sick surrounded by
Close my eyes, there's no end inside my mind, it's always there lie awake, i hear their screams i never sleep, there are no dreams you can't stop
No matter what i feel the words to describe won't come out it's like i'm trying to contain myself my thoughts and hopes and doubts and fear are
Looking inside is so hard to take i cannot deal with my mistakes the mountain of guilt weighs a fucking ton i have to live with what i have done
I don't see what i want to see all there is is reality i want to live in dreams and thought but somehow life thaws me out
Told me that i needed help saying i deny myself missing out on what life has to offer anti-everything is why i suffer but now i see how you live
